You know whenever you find yourself alone there is plenty of time to think ! I think of all the if's, and"s, or but"s I've known in my lifetime and believe you me there has been quite a few. The biggest one of all is could I have done it any differentely ? Mabie yes, mabie no...Guess I'll never know because you can't bring back time. Just be grateful you have made it thus far in Life ..And be thankful for the "FRIENDS" that you made along the way....